i will reach a healthy weight and then stop losing it.

i want to take a road trip.

i will stop buying umbrellas.

even the pretty ones.

cos the rain always tempts me too much and i end up not using them.

buttt i do like this one:D.

i want to do this...maybe on a smaller scale.

i will continue to repeatedly ping him. and steal his scarf. and undo his bag. and discipline him for his language.:D

this will never be something they feel the need to do.

i will never forget this day.

i never want to lose my love and interest in the world around me. i dont want to miss a sunset, sunrise, or thunderstorm..

THIS crazy german solar pannel saucepan loving weirdo, is my best friend. :D. and i want it to stay that way. i want to have the best year yet; with him by my side, we're unstoppabble.

so this is the toughest one i guess. our friendship is so much stronger than this; letting whats come between us stop us being friends is kinda stupid. if youre willing to apologise and make it right, im willing to forgive you and start trusting you again. fancy giving it another go? i miss my sister.

i will never stop reliving times like this in my head. but i want to make the memories again this year..i mean it, im not ready to let go.

i WILL go to camp america and get some experience, and have the best summer of my life.
www.campamerica.co.uk

i dont know how im going to get what i want in life. but i know that at the moment, the journey looks like its going to be a hell of a lot of fun. and i cant think of anyone better to do it with than him. hes changed my life. and hes my best friend.

i want to take a picture that makes me feel pretty.

i want to make a difference. i want to change someones life.

i want my kids to be happy. Really happy.

i want to see the world.

i want to go to festivals.

i wanna be the sort of family who people look at and think 'wow.'

the ones who have it all; a solid education for their kids, a great relationship; surrounded by friends and family. enough money to do whatever we want, but not enough to make the kids you have spoilt; just well loved:P.

basically..i want everything..and i need to work out how to get it.

i want to finally do something about my love of gymnastics..i want to be great.

i want them to still make me smile, regardless of my age:')

make a family with someone.

i want to stay with someone who makes me smile.

i dont want to let go of the past. i like the people ive met in the last few years way too much to be ready to let go.

secretly ive always wanted to run a daycare centre, or summer camps...i kinda hope i can do something with that..even though i know it'll be hard work to do.

this lifestlye..an amazing house with lots of space to run around and have fun in...somewhere to have pets, go on long walks...but at the same time i want the beach..god i want the best of both worlds.

im guessing im starting to contemplate life a lot more now. places i want to go, things i want to see, what i want to achieve, what makes me happy...and that results in a hell of a lot more blogging. i kinda wanna log all that i think so i can look back on it, try and see if theres any logic in my ramblings when im done with them, and work out how to get what i want.(: